Bag? check. Clothes? check. shoes? check. Drawing Materials? check.
And here we are, set for another year in my favourite little hellhole SMB ST Joseph. It's SPM year for me, so I'm gonna have to cut down on the gaming and overall fun. Sigh, this also probably means I'll have less time to try and get my MADD club up and running (Assuming it doesn't completely die by the start of the first meeting).
Sigh, it's getting late, and I'm headed to school at 6 in the morning just to snatch myself a proper seat (there's no designated seats on the first day, and it's all on a first come first serve basis.)With my luck, tomorrow will be an absolutely boring occassion, and I can't do a thing to liven it up. I've tried taking long walks in the hope for a random event, going to any available function and basically any excuse to get out of the house more so SOMETHING can happen but to no avail. It's almost like it's a trial god had laid out for me; Living the boring ordinary life of a chinese student, completely devoid of special memories of any sort. But fuck, basically speaking, I'm very prepped for happenings! Living the boring ordinary life is just the thing I wasn't prepared or even built to do! I want things life to be fresh, new, different, even though it means I have to shake it up a little to make it happen.
huh, I wonder if this is also another reason people hate me; too bad a troublemaker?
Don't get me wrong of course, there are still some thing I too consider shouldn't be changed and best left as it is, but it's just so fustrating that EVERYTHING in this town has the same unchanging quality.
Bah, I'm getting ahead of myself, and I'm tired. I'll stop here for now.
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