Blogger-hazard.

Sigh, my sister's been bitching about me keeping this blog. Despite my reassurances that I won't waste my time writing all of her oh so terrible "dark secrets" she's been letting off worse than a machine gun on full auto. It's not like I have and lied about it too.

=.=", This Gaza Strip thing really makes Israel look bad, even though they are really just doing the necessary thing. I mean really, The Hamas have got it coming for a long time, ignoring ceasefire agreements and lobbing rockets into Israel's territories, and hiding behing a screen of innocent bodies thinking themselves safe of retribution from the "weak hearted" enemy. Basically speaking this a war, and the only difference between this war and the ones fought before in humaity's violent history is that while Israelis protect their civilians well from the Hamas rockets (that's probably why the UN didn't bitch about Hamas shooting rockets at Israel, how unfair.), the Hamas hide behind civilians in the hopes that the Israelis won't have the stomach to shoot back. This tactic of the Hamas is dishonourable indeed, I'm suprised as to why the people of Gaza Strip doesn't just turn in those terrorists to Israel so the bombing can end (maybe they're too stubborn or stupid to realise that).

An I read in the Borneo Post just the other day about Mahathir badmouthing Obama's inaction and Mahathir's call for all Asian Countries to boycott America so the Americans will have to stop shipping weapons to Israel. C'mon Mahathir, give the newbie a break! he hasn't even stepped into office yet! and besides, why didn't you say the same thing about Egypt smuggling weapons in for the Hamas to rearm? And the boycott, ARE YOU KIDDING? you wanna boycott Our supplier of Coca Cola, Apple computer products and books (just to name a few)? Well, if you're aiming for an early economy recession and unrest in the Malaysian Population, go right on ahead. I'm just saying, Luck won't cut it easy for us this time.

Enough about politics, I'ma talk about Taekwondo today. I guess I completely blew my top with Julian, Betram and the gang. It's not right, I'm not supposed to lose my cool that easily, especially since I'm an Instructor. I mean, I fuckng swore right in front of a class of young students, some who haven't even entered primary school! That sorta shit's not supposed to happen! I've been so used to drilling young hotshot form 2s from the scout troop ( which by the way is the only place where my excessive swearing carries any use *imtimidation mostly) that I've gotten quite a short temper for insurbordination. I can't say to them " Down Bitch and give me forty!" Like I would do to some scout noob who disrespected me! I completely spoiled my image in that Taekwondo class for a long time to come....

I guess swearing has become a part of me now ( It's a struggle for me to control my language when I speak cause I can unconsciously add "fucking" or "shitty" to any complex sentence I say).

I can't even keep my eyes open tonight, I think I'll bunk down for now. I'm just worried about my dog Balto, who's sick with I don't know what to the point he's actually LAZY to get up (cause usually he's so hyperactive you'd think a brown streak just ran by you!) Given him some food to eat, hope he'll be okay till I can get him to the vet.

ah fuck it, too tired, I'll stop here.