Resolve

on Friday, February 25, 2011 at 6:29pm

The world stops, my minds springs back into thought.
The merriment ends, and all falls silent.
Everything must take pause; for even Hellriders, fuel is sought.
It's these palid times, these empty moments....

The world catches on. Enough! I hear not your scorn,
Dissents and damnable doubts begone!
your venom your shackles? My soul flies on;
Free, FREE! Despite all that's been done!

Come with your dark vengeance! rob me of my sleep!
take my moments of respite, you cannot steal dreams!
Not the lessons I've learnt, the damned things I've seen!
Not the memories I treasure, wherever I have been!

I'll kill thee, aye once more, once again;
cleave you all asunder, desolate thy forms without end!
pain is transitionary, illusions of the mind they be,
hurt it may, yes; but I must kill you, my other me.

to be kind I must be cruel,
to save the man I must sterilise the wound,
the pain that brings eventual relief.

It's the way it's always been; my scars prove my worth,
It is necessary to be evil, we lose the good of the world.
Light cannot shine in broad daylight,
nay, not without darkness within sight....

Hush,
the storm has passed.

Hush,
sweet peace at last.

Over the roar of the engine, I finally hear nothing.
I savour the irony,
for at last;
I have something.