Never thought I'd run out of things to do in jakarta only 3 days into the holiday. I really should keep this blog updated, never know what might happen when I'm wandering around the Big City.
on top of that, I've not been able to draw my manga, which has been in concept art for so long it makes Starcraft 2's release seem like a short delay. A friend of mine who had been a former arch enemy said to me "just do it!" sigh, for his level of intelligence that was amazingly smart. then again, he could be just quoting someone else, but nevertheless he has my gratitude. I resolve to complete at least an entire chapter before the holiday ends.
sigh...... I seriously need a girlfriend. I don't know if I've written about this before cause I haven't read my own blog in 2 months, but it's still on my mind so I might as well write about it again. I'm 16 and still single! still fucking single! I'm gonna end up worse than Sawamura Seiji in Midori No Hibi, at least he tries to get one and better yet, he's already got Midori! Me? I'll be lucky to even be able to communicate to a girl normally.
4 years and almost no contact with the other sex can really make them seem almost like an alien species. I mean, normally when I talk to a guy, if I don't wanna look him in the eye I just look at shirt pattern. But when I talk to a girl, I feel uneasy when I look them in the eye, if my eyes look down I'm suddenly accused of staring at their breasts, I look at something else I'm rude, so usually I find my eyes darting left and right trying desperately to not let them fix on any location. How does this all relate to the first sentence? I'm not really sure. my mind wandered again.
I guess I'm eccentric. Do I even know the actual meaning of the word? not sure.
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