Yeah, when the mind's all fuzzy with anger it's hard to concentrate and deal with any delicate situation unsolvable by just winging it. That, and my already horrible obliviousness to other people's feelings.}
But yeah anyway the situation; I got someone mad. Why is this any bigger an issue to my usual daily problems? Cause it's a friend I pissed off. The details are scrappy at best, but I'll try to relate the incident best I can.... maybe a short summary would be better.
Put simply, I had given a wrong explanation and the friend took it the wrong way. Misconception unexplained, made the friend even more pissed. Cause? my fault? solution? Not applied. Hell it boiled over fantastically with the friend's last sms.
Not mentioning the topic mind you, or the person's identity either. Same as always.
But, seriously why should I care? egoistic? Am I not already? Why get all unsettled over this? after all, I've said it to this person over and over again that I'm evil, and evil people are always uncaring, insensitive, evil in a general damned sense. Yet this person still persists that I somehow have an inch of niceness in myself. Well, see how that's turned up for them.
Yeah, perhaps I should shrug it off. No point pursuing. High time my corrosive personality chased this person away, unsurprisingly it happened unconsciously.
Sigh... whether I was wrong or not should be inconsequential, it was only a damn joke, that she didn't get.
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