Every time I write in this blog, it's always at the beginning of some great personal tribulation. And I've noticed, few of such tribulations end with victory either.
They always begin with a fresh recap of my then current situation, a Promise to myself which I usually break later, a resolution that goes on and is only repeated in the next post with a classic " we'll get them next time" hope that becomes procrastination and hypocriticism with every single try.
Well today I bring different dish to the table; I bring an ending, a hard battle won, an old oath fulfilled.I will not divulge the nature of the conflict other than it was with myself, and the oath was to god.
It is no cause to celebrate though, This was just a single front I have won back from the great enemy, there are many left for me to fight upon. If anything I should hurry to close this chapter of my life, for it brings great shame that I have failed to honor my oath to my own god, that I failed, and did so willingly at the time, only regretting after the action was done; after the damage has been wrought.
I must take my leave, till next time.
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