Thursday, April 2, 2009

Forced into redundancy.

Why? Why must I be a sibling to stubborn Incarnate? Why is it that God tests me with such a unbeatable trail? Wouldn't it be easy to simply disown that damnation? Wouldn't it be easy to ignore it and let it spiral to it's own inevitable doom?

Nay, to do so is to run from my own problems. Do something about it? If anything, I'll speed up it's self destruction so I can be rid of this torture of my existence, is that not a logical?

Nay, that would set off a chain reaction destroying my family, not all are hated.

To ignore it is cowardly, to help it is hopeless and fighting it is futile. What can I do then, when I can neither fight nor retreat? Sacrifice is wasted for the family who doesn't acknowledge it.

This state of inaction is fustrating. Most fustrating indeed.

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